Date:	2006-04-14 21:21
Subject:	this sucs :(
Security:	Public
Mood:	depressed

i injured my leg duiring karate. It's not anything major, i can still move but i can't do any high kicks or reverse kick which is really necessary for my form at next week's tournament. before this happen my form(steps) look fine but now it look sloppy because of my injury. I'm really bummed. Since this is my very first tournament and there's still a lot of stuff i need to know about sparring (fighting) before tournament. I'm getting paranoid 'cause the more i think of this, the more i discourage about losing. :'(
::whines::

n-e-ways. KH2 is beautiful! but the minigames.... are impossible. I'm on the last world but stuck 'cause i want to copletley fill out Jimminy Jounal. If I do there's an extended ending and an extra clip. And I don't really want to watch it offline if i beat it without completing everything(done it with khI). Its like cheating and after you beat it and watch it offline it sorta ruins it. i have to beat the minigames but they're like a pain in the neck. They're impossible to beat. Cargoclimb, Twilight town is nasty, you have to beat under 15 seconds. Not exactly 15 seconds no no no i've done so (which took me bagazillion tries) it have to be under ::twitch::. and that carpet ride thing, Agrabah, you have to have 65 points but wut i keep getting: 64, 64 ,64 ,64 ,64 ,64 ,64...... n The pot throwing, 100 acres wood, you have to win with 8000 mile but the closest i ever got was 3000. the phil maniac pot/orbs, poster duty oh and the collesium of course, you must be at level 99 to be all tournaments but where can i train? There's only level 40-50 worlds to tain in and you get no experince point in the tournaments.  so it might be a while before i beat the whole game :(.

For spring vacation we're heading to disneyland! wweeeeeeeeeeee

ok bye

Date:	2006-03-20 17:11
Subject:	must.. work...
Security:	Public
Mood:	awake
Music:	Passion- Utada Hikaru

nothing much today.. ONLY TO KNOW KINGDOM HEARTS II IS COMING OUT IN 8DAYS!!!!

School is okay. I'm not getting any awards for the 3rd trimiester... :( but that's my own fault. it's always a mystery to me how everyone can get straight A's. not saying they're wierd but how is that possible 0_0 ?! soooo smart. Well I actually understand like Social studies, science and all that but in math... eeeuuggghhh math, factoring polynomials.... i'm going to die! But nothing ever comes easy. I have to work harder even if it means skipping a bunch of stuff (karate...). My grades are fine but there are times when i don't get atleast a B average, sadly. so it's final 100% of my attention shall go to school! wait! Kingdom Hearts II! ok then 99%!.. 90...

End of the school year is coming so fast, only two month left.

Date:	2006-03-10 22:33
Subject:	Sparrring
Security:	Public
Mood:	exhausted
Music:	Breaking Free- High School Musical

Today was one of the finest days I ever had this year. This project at school is due every month for eight month and today was the last day ever! I am so happy and relieved. So anyways happy happy I was tired also. This whole week was a roll of late sleeping because of the final project and tonight was sparring night (i take tae kwon do, green belt). 

 It sort of came out badly 'cus my first fight was with a little boy half my size. Whenever i kick him he would fall on his back and the instructor would yell at me for going too hard (@_@;). Then a first degree black (took a breath....) 3rd degree- lost :( (took a break) and the same 1st degree. I felt bad 'cus I kept on loosing each round and when we finished the instructor pushed the referee and wanted to fight me (age: 16, height: "taller", belt:3rd degree) (O.O)!!!!!!! aaahhhheeeeekkkk.n-n-n-no. Last time I fought i got my a** kicked. Seriously! And the referee was like "no, she didn't get a break yet" the instructor, "no, i want to fight her". referee," do you confirm?" me, "mmmm... noooooo-" looked at his face, an expression that just said 'hahaha'....'ha!' so "eeeeee-yes" face expression still laughing. Surprisingly i won the first round ( he was easy on me- yea) then i was about to get a break but NO another round... and i won the next three, i do really think he was going easy on me but on the 3rd round the referee said this is the happiest he been today... a crazy look on his face. But the instructor kept on yelling and sending these super fast kicks like out of nowhere whenever we fight(O____o ;). After the fourth round he wanted another round. The one who won this wins. I didn't want to fight, i was tired and to tell you the truth i didn't want to lose to this one round. If I do then the last four didn't mean anything. Five minutes later, i won (0o0). Yup.... He probably hates me, not for the fight though, this one time we were talking and i told i hated one of the students and he was like "but he's cool!" or then again i might be going paranoid :(.... but still dissing a friend’s friend is cool. 

 Other than the great fight people gave attention to me more than they usually did. I probably sound spoiled but they usually never do. Like the instructor, the first degree black belt wanted to spar me even if i lost to the other 3rd degree. And this little girl, this little cute girl was so nice to me. She kept on talking to me, wanted to spar with me and wanted me to hug her when she left. It was really great.

Date:	2006-02-26 19:59
Subject:	this... is it
Security:	Public
Mood:	bored

lalala ooga booga latia mocha


weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee